Sunday, February 27, 2005
i condemn racist ruffians. they are crap shitloads. such people are in abundance in the west. moronic people who are so ignorant. if someone were to hurl racist remarks at me, i'll probably not be able to hold back my lashing tongue. i would make use of my far from extensive asian profanities to revenge. then again, it's easier said than done. a few days ago, i saw a bunch of angmors (yes, i chose to call them 'angmors' instead of the more refined term 'caucasians') who were sharing cigarettes and shouting at each other at the top of their lungs at yck mrt station. they were actually conversing with one another, but who knows why they must do it as such high volume. i was appalled by their unhygienic smoking habits. if they want to smoke, go ahead but do it in their angmor land and not in my homeland. don't pollute my air. sickheads and sleazebags. they were fiddling with my last nerve. after such an encounter, i've decided that an asian spouse would do much good to me. afterall, i can't take such barbaric, arrogant acts. maybe a korean boyfriend? that sounds really good to me now.
to that group of angmor youths: go smoke and intoxicate your lungs so bad that they are tar-filled. i don't care if you all contract lung cancer as a result. don't be such nuisance and disrupt my singaporean life.
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hush pretty pink lady ;
at 10:19 am
Monday, February 21, 2005
last week was a big boost for my social life. i finally felt my soul returning to my body. i got to know a new girl, who has a chinese name i forgot, while sending guoyan off at the airport. this girl is going to sydney and mery's university, which is the university of new south wales. i also got to meet up with loads of people at the sajc fun fair. actually, the fun fair was boring. a visitor who knows no one from sajc would leave almost immediately. my sister did just that because i left shortly after she popped by. finally i got to see peter - i quote him - 'properly'. whatever that means. sadly, not many bald heads of my batch went. pearline's darling dear didn't go, so that didn't spice up our stint at our alma mater. the sun was so scorching hot that i got a nice tan. (:
if a guy, who used to/still has a crush on his school mate, asks you out for a movie and you accept it, will your actions send out the wrong signals? if he teases you about everything possible during the outing, will he be actually hiding his feelings for you? crap shitloads - that's my new favourite phrase.
whenever people try to guess which secondary school i was from, i get a variety of hilarious answers.
person 1: one look at you, i would have thought that you're either from mgs or one of the convent schools. no wait, are you from scgs?
person 2: i strongly believe that you are either from scgs or st margaret's.
person 3: my guess is you are from chij tp.
person 4: you must be from crescent girls' right? since all the girls in your clique are from cgs.
a summary of the year so far
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hush pretty pink lady ;
at 4:50 pm
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
happy belated valentine's day. i spent that day with a snorting, old instructor during driving lesson. ah, how unlucky. i whiled the night away at the airport, sending guoyan off. she's in australia as i type this entry. simin is also gone. i've two friends struggling to adapt to the new environment in melbourne now. anyway at least i got to meet up with joanna at the airport. we crapped a lot. so that was a plus for valentine's day. town was packed with lovey dovey couples everywhere. how demoralising.
i have set myself one new year resolution and i know it's really late to do this, but anyway, it is to...(don't laugh)...forget kl. i believe it is possible. especially so when i am in uk. but before that, i was at liat towers yesterday. i had that really nice feeling when i was there. (:
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hush pretty pink lady ;
at 11:20 am
Thursday, February 10, 2005
it's already almost the unearthly hours of the morning. and i am still up because my gambling-fanatic cousins and siblings are still satisfying their itchy hands with mahjong tiles, poker cards and whatnot. i am not abstaining from gambling. it's just that i enjoy a little bit of it. too much of it makes me sick. and boy, lunar new year isn't just all about gambling is it? oh, that reminds me, happy chickie lunar new year! this is my last lunar new year with my family and extended family in years. i'm going to miss them. i never realise i've got so many cute baby cousins. the scent they have is just so lovely. i love babies, regardless of race! they represent innocence and ignorance (which can be blissful). actually, i'm glad the first day of the lunar new year didn't turn out to be as bad as i thought it would have. at least, i caught up with my cousins, aunts and uncles who i only get to see once a year. the atmosphere started to build up as the day went by. now, i'm down because the holiday is coming to an end in around 21 hours. boo!
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hush pretty pink lady ;
at 2:25 am
Saturday, February 05, 2005
the lovely portuguese manchester united player, delectable cristiano ronaldo, turns 20 today. hopefully this time next year i would be able to watch a live manchester united match and, at the same time, cheer for the adorable birthday boy.
nowadays, my social circle has been suffering. i have friends who are so drained by their horrendously bored working life to go out. others are busy in school. everyone seems only like a sms away, but yet, it's so difficult to meet face-to-face. every single person in my social circle now seems so distant. i've missed two birthday celebrations so far this year because of lack of time and willingness to plan. this is so shameful. trust all of us were enthusiastically meeting and gossiping almost everyday in school last year. all these are now cast aside and away in my memory. it gives a strong sense of nostalgia whenever i look back at those happy times. however so, nostalgia doesn't beat the jubilation of meeting again. nonetheless, we are unable - or sometimes, deep inside, reluctant - to even set a meeting time and date. i have to confess that i do harbour such feelings. it's mutual. it's sad.
my life now revolves around my driving school and home. i've been commuting. yesterday, i got myself a nagging, cheenafied, irritating, moronic and idiotic instructor who almost reduced me to tears. from the starting of the engine to i finally stopped the car, he had almost everything negative to comment about, and he used a harsh tone. right, i'm never going to see him again. never.
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hush pretty pink lady ;
at 10:20 am
Thursday, February 03, 2005
i'm so glad manchester united won arsenal yet again. this time, with a score of 4-2. cristiano ronaldo scored twice in the second half. i was grinning like mad.
stanley's been getting from bad to worse. he openly asked rafael if he wanted to switch trainee and come teach me instead in front of me on tuesday. how bloody moronic. the more frightening thing was rafael actually walked so close to the door next to the driver seat that i thought he was really going to get into the car. now my reputation is gone. sickening stanley still happily told me that rafael is single and available. what for? my giddy aunt. then yesterday, i heard someone from the instructors side screaming my name. my guess is stanley trying to get rafael to look over. very embarrassing!
the poor boys serving the nation are enduring their first ever field camp this week. it's so dangerous out there in the forest and the stupid instructors still make them wander around. almost everyone in singapore has heard of erie stories of ghosts roaming the forest.
my last lunar new year in years to come is round the corner. i'm looking forward to it. festive seasons are always lovely.
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hush pretty pink lady ;
at 10:05 am
