Friday, June 18, 2004
there seems to be, currently, omni-present rays of light shining all around me and into my seriously myopic pair of eyes. my less than mature (but by no means totally immature) mind is going through a rough patch. my ever changing, fickle-minded heart is not helping much either. these rays of light seem to don upon me hope for the future. it's the menagerie of light sources which flabbergasts me. one gives me the impression of good wholesome fun under the sun. the other brings along opportunities of venturing out of my small little, confined adopted-world and into the main continent for more absorbance of new tradition and cultures. to choose the former means to spend a fortune to obtain a chance of living that lovely dream. to decide on the latter is to have a sudden trial flashed right in front of me, only to leave me astounded and worried about how to even surpass this mysterious obstacle. i can't unify any alone. i need help. i need elements of maturity and great analytical skills to tide me through this dilemma. but i can't find anyone to share this burden with.
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hush pretty pink lady ;
at 2:07 pm
