Wednesday, December 29, 2004
i woke up today, feeling a great sense of bewilderedness. an absolutely weird dream i had last night, left me with a mixture of emotions - sheepishness and happiness being the two dominant ones. the dream revolved around an ordinary school day, except that i am not in sajc. and, the big shocker is, this extraordinary, impish boy with stunning good looks was my boyfriend. i know him and have seen him before in real life. i have never spoken to him, and neither do i know him in person. he's tall, with blonde hair, slender, and is a jock whose forte lies in the pools. in dream land, he was a lovely boyfriend who showered lots of affection and care. but anyway, it's all a dream! nonetheless, it was a great memory. i gathered that this dream must have arose due to the conversation my sisters and i had before tucking into bed. we were discussing the definitions of infatuation, crush and love. merriam-webster dictionary has this to say:
infatuate: to inspire with a foolish or extravagant love or admiration
crush: an intense and usually passing infatuation
love: strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties
i understand that it's infatuation that leads to crush, and crush that leads to love. (:
&
hush pretty pink lady ;
at 1:12 pm
