Saturday, March 12, 2005
it's bloody shit. mental torture so bad that i cannot possibly close my eyes and not think about it. i'm feverishly punching, almost literally, the keyboard. seeing these appearing on my monitor somehow provides me solace, eventhough i'm currently filled with apprehension. it's an outlet for me to express my frustration. my girlfriends, joanna and pearline in particular, believe that i'm in the best position that i can ever be. ''count my blessings!'' my dad has finally opened himself up to the idea of me pursuing a law degree. yes, law degree. a prospective lawyer-in-the-making. but no, it's not good. although it has always been my passion, this came right smack into my face at the wrong time. it left me dumbfounded. i wasted my energy sobbing to my girlfriends and rattling on about how terrible the future seems to be, in my view, now. time means everything in the world to me for it can make or break me. i have to write an appeal letter to the lse undergraduate admissions office, and get it vetted, soonest. impossible as it may seem, i place my faith in God. do pray for me. alternatively, get me a shrink. thanks. please choose the former. puurrr-leeaasssttt!!!
anyhow, happy birthday to the stunning, sporty, intelligent and cool sister of mine. mandy dresses to kill and is definitely a girl all the guys want. sounds endearing already right? her face appears to be an adorable heart-shape when she smiles with her eyes close. absolutely heart-melting. joanna and pearline had an enriching time at her bbq party.
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hush pretty pink lady ;
at 11:59 pm
