Monday, June 13, 2005
ashlee simpson's ex, ryan cabrera, has a knack for wording the highs and lows of relationships.
"i feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone. i feel the same thing always happens when you're gone. and i know you're just around the corner. but just around the corner is not enough."
"why can't i breathe whenever i think about you? why can't i speak whenever i talk about you? it's inevitable. it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it. so tell me! why can't i breathe whenever i think about you?"
this song, by liz phair, reduces people into lovelorn wimps. but sometimes, in life, you just want to be weak. you want other people to take charge. yes, but only sometimes.
i am living a dream. i perpetually ride on a merry-go-round. the scenery is always almost unchanged, except for different people standing in the vicinity. my life circles this way: desire, action, scupper. this dream has bereft me of reality. will i ever get off the merry-go-round? who knows these things, really.
tennis tournament at occ was a blast. the finals were great to watch. my tennis-fanatic sister, mandy, was second-runner-up. bryson, one extremely cute acs (junior) boy, played against my brother, injecting a lot of humour into the game with his extemporaneous curses whenever he committed a mistake. as this eight-year-old boy is still not emancipated, he got scolded by his mother. nevermind, he cheered himself up with yet another can of root beer. haha. and i feel that my sister was somehow slightly enamoured by bryson's acs (barker) brother, brandon. (:
happy birthday junie! i hope she goes to england as well. then i'll have another uk-buddy.